Take one appointment and talk with DrugGuy, add a small change in my daily meds, and you come out with noticeably changed Paula.
It is amazing how different I feel since Thursday when I saw my DrugGuy. When I went in to see him I was a teary, “off”, uncaring, slow moving mess. Now, I’m me again. It is frustrating sometimes how just a small change can domino into the mess that I was. I didn’t care about anything other then the fact that my loved ones around me were breathing in and out. I wasn’t doing any of the things that I normally enjoy doing (ie taking pics). And I feel as though I was moving slowly through each day. It is hard to explain, but it was like I was moving frame by frame, moving through water. I couldn’t think fast and I was just sluggish.
Now…I took pictures this weekend and found myself enjoying the colors and briskness of my favorite season, Fall. I felt like I could think again and much more….Me. It feels absolutely fabulous.
In fact, I have 2 of my nieces coming later today to take some pictures. I also have Brady today and am hoping to get a small photo shoot of him done too. Baby, I’m back.